how did we get here? i used to know you so well..

I can't handle pretending anymore.
I'm so sick.
So, so sick of being compared to Skankarella.
Okay, I know she's prettier, okay? I don't need it rubbed in my face every fucking day that she won. She has everything I ever wanted.
I wanted him.
I wanted Mello.
Mello's the only person that really gets me, and it kills that I'll never fully have him back.
Never. Ever.

And the hardest part?
I think, deep down, I'm still in love with him.

xo BB